The July update I had planned has been put back for the time being.
It's been a very difficult month and this morning, though not unexpected, made things a little more difficult.
Orders will still go out as planned and I'll still be responding to emails. I just need a little time to sort things out both at home and in my head.
Fallling in love doesn't come easily to me. When it happens, it's rare, and it's real. The first six months of this year were amazing for me, the happiest six months of my life so far. I don't remember getting up to go to work with such a can do attitude as I did between January and June of this year.
When people like that come into your life, it's very difficult to then say goodbye and watch them leave.
If you're reading, I will always remember the good times. Ice skating amidst skyscrapers, valentine's day theatre trips, castles in the country and many more besides.
I cannot believe how much happened in the first six months of this year and I still can't get over...that it's over.
I made some bad choices and acted badly, and paid the price for that I guess.
One thing, one positive thing, out of all of this. Two years ago I suffered the worse kind of heartbreak. I never thought I could feel that strongly about someone ever again. That sort of love that overrides everything.
It turns out, I can love again. And one day I will again.
So thank you for the time we had together. I only wish we had more time.